Wednesday, September 06, 2006

NADA



This marking is threefold.

1. Not A Drug Addict

2. Spanish: meaning 'nothing'

3. Sanskrit: meaning 'universal source of sacred sound'

I have been using a plant as the basis for my spirituality since I left the church 10 years ago. I am tired of relying on an external source for my peace of mind. I am tired of being tired. I Am Not A Drug Addict.

Whenever my mind prompts me to roll a 'quick fix spliff' I am reminded by my marking that I have CHOSEN NOT TO. And every day I will chose not to, until I can use the herb as a sacred medicine guide. It is way to special to use without impeccable intent...

(just for your peace of mind, I practice scarification as a means of body decoration and as a way to mark sacred rites of passage. I only cut the top layer of the skin, leaving a scar that will fade - completely - within 6weeks to 3 months. At one stage of my life I used cutting as a means of pain relief (ironic, yes) but I have much better ways of dealing with my problems now. These days I am fully conscious when making a new marking, I act out of deliberate desire to affect positive change, rather than a compulsive pain-seeking self destructiveness...)

3 Comments:

Blogger rama said...

All strength to you on your journey, from a fellow-traveller! Best, rama

11:17 AM  
Blogger Okashii Budo said...

Looks painful. Think I'll stick with zazen - ;)

2:57 PM  
Blogger Gaelin said...

Thanks rama, it touches my heart to recieve such lovely comments from a fellow traveller :)

Hiya scruff - strangely enough it's hardly painful at all (this coming from someone who has been through labour twice!) I also have a tattoo, that was by far the more painful option...but, yes, zazen really is the best way to stop suffering...must sit more!

3:11 PM  

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